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Spirit and Flesh notes, excerpted from the unpublished notebooks of Jack Haas



Earth is also male now.

And Heaven is also female.


The cosmos evolves itself through us.

Look not to the past.

The future is new, and now.


Buddha nature is when we radiate holistically throughout the cosmos.

Zen is a sharper penetration.

Either way, division is not.


I send blessings to all, and doing so I have found my true divine relationship with this realm.


I bless this realm with Jack.


I am Buddha light, making Buddha light.

Christ said to me "The body is light."


Buddha mind unifies with the lofty Goddess energy.


I am the soft, underlying, interwoven, unbound self of everything.


Positive energies flow more freely through the all. The tragic self cannot be constructed without blocks in the flow. To become the all-pervasive, subtle self, and the power which is all, is to shed the persona husk, and become the Tao.


Mind has merged with Shakti. They are oneness.


To become neutral is to let the Tao flow.


I let go, so that the world could have one who had let go in its midst. To transform all, as a gift, I let go for the world. And perhaps this is the only way for a bodhisattva to ever leave - knowing that only in letting go can the world have a Buddha within it. In release is the transfiguration.

And 'I' became Mary.


Then could I bless the realm I had released.


I did not let go in order to get away, but to give.

This, in the end, is the secret of freedom.


A Buddha is not bound to the drama.


As still as a stone.


I lifted up the dark, still stone, and turned the heaviness into lightness.

The still lightness.


And the black rock became a sun.

Dark light.


And Sophia was free.






Spirit and Flesh notes, excerpted from the unpublished notebooks of Jack Haas